Cricketics Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 Where is is Aya found.. Mississippi or salt lake city? or is it bartan saaf karne waali "aaya" from India
nikred Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 At one point, she said to me: "Listen, you dumb puck, you dunno what you want. I'll show you what you want and then give it to you." :cantstop: that might have hurt. :nervous:
flamy Posted July 6, 2011 Author Posted July 6, 2011 Where is is Aya found.. Mississippi or salt lake city? or is it bartan saaf karne waali "aaya" from India lol, right here in Portlandia. Grown in Hawaii.
flamy Posted July 6, 2011 Author Posted July 6, 2011 Day Two: Honestly, my first trip was nothing special. Just a lot of delirium and laughter. I had similar delirium with Amanita Muscaria too, so I wasn't that impressed. So, my intention for the second ceremony was: "Show me other dimensions" The first part of the night was rough for me. It was like my physical body was not able to sustain the sheer power of Aya. She wrung me like a wet towel. I went outside to get some fresh air, but I was being really ground to submission. Some old childhood memories suddenly cropped up. And I was feeling sick and ready to puke anytime. Throughout all this, there is a reappraisal of decency and what-not. Things like shytting, puking, peeing, farting and all don't embarrass you or repulse you (when others do it). You just see it for what it is - a very natural process. I was shown images of what seemed to be the first physical forms of life, secreting goo and just chilling. The physical stress got too much and in my heart I cried out fo rhelp, and like an angel, the lady who anoints found me in the courtyard and anointed me some more with rosewater and led me inside. I finally gave in to the feeling of retching and emptied out in my purge bucket. Because of the previous night, I'd already gained a rep of being funny and loving to laugh kind of guy. So, our Shaman who was going around the room with his drum, when he came to me said: "It's funny, huh?" And, that was the catalyst I needed to completely relax and laugh hysterically. My laughter again got everybody laughing, rolling, slapping the floor etc. It was quite the treat. And, now that I was relaxed, I got insights. In spiritual circles, usually people are so keen to reach higher planes of consciousness that they start treating this physical dimension with aversion almost. They begin to criticizing these "shells" we are in, about how it is limiting their spiritual growth. I was told to "love your shell". It is a beautiful thing. Caress yourself more, touch yourself more, touch each other, hug, kiss. This is a very valid experience that we are all going through, living in the physical dimension, why treat it as a handicap? I was also shown how much the "One Consciousness", "God" or whatever you want to call it, loves a sense of humour. It was clearly revealed to me that my purpose was to make people laugh :D Then, I was shown some magical realms, with interspersed stars and much more intricate design. And, it just got great after that. I went below and planted a lion on the toilet :hysterical: It was a soft toy lion. Then, I went and brought the lion upstairs and put him on the healing mat :hehe: I just converted the whole ceremony. People were used to being serious, deeply meditate etc. We all learnt how sacred laughter can be too :D There was more that I can't recall right now, but it was one of the most magical time of my life. Something more profound was yet to come the next day.
flamy Posted July 6, 2011 Author Posted July 6, 2011 Sometimes, reading Flamy's threads is like having a hipster friend from the 60s, who has long plated hair, skate boards around town, goes off in these weird escapeds into South America and says things you have no effin clue about. :dontknow: :hysterical::hysterical: ya, I shoulda been born in the hippie era :D Terrence McKenna, Carlos Castaneda et al.
yoda Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 Fecker does drugs with a bunch of groupies and now has the answer to all. :finger:
punjabi_khota Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 In the Asstral plane' date= yes :D :omg: commiserations
Desi Cartman Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 Harisampath wont approve of this thread :punter:
Texy Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 I suggest an EEG test....long term mary jane consumption could lead to schizophrenia, bipolar disorders
suraj Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 WTF is this crap Dude get away from this s h i t Like Now !!!
flamy Posted July 7, 2011 Author Posted July 7, 2011 WTF is this crap Dude get away from this s h i t Like Now !!! You do know you have DMT in your head right now, don't you? :) Thanks for the concern though, brah :icflove:
flamy Posted July 7, 2011 Author Posted July 7, 2011 I suggest an EEG test....long term mary jane consumption could lead to schizophrenia' date=' bipolar disorders[/quote'] This is not Mary Jane. I left Mary for 16 days before and maybe 30 days after the ceremony. Actually Mary is for kids :/ Now that I have experienced what I have, I don't even need Aya anymore. I have got the answers I was looking for.
Holysmoke Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 This is not Mary Jane. I left Mary for 16 days before and maybe 30 days after the ceremony. Actually Mary is for kids :/ Now that I have experienced what I have, I don't even need Aya anymore. I have got the answers I was looking for. Yeah. Now you need alcohol to kill your grey matter. :cantstop:
flamy Posted July 7, 2011 Author Posted July 7, 2011 Yeah. Now you need alcohol to kill your grey matter. :cantstop: ew... alcohol
Anonymous Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 Day Two: Honestly, my first trip was nothing special. Just a lot of delirium and laughter. I had similar delirium with Amanita Muscaria too, so I wasn't that impressed. So, my intention for the second ceremony was: "Show me other dimensions" The first part of the night was rough for me. It was like my physical body was not able to sustain the sheer power of Aya. She wrung me like a wet towel. I went outside to get some fresh air, but I was being really ground to submission. Some old childhood memories suddenly cropped up. And I was feeling sick and ready to puke anytime. Throughout all this, there is a reappraisal of decency and what-not. Things like shytting, puking, peeing, farting and all don't embarrass you or repulse you (when others do it). You just see it for what it is - a very natural process. I was shown images of what seemed to be the first physical forms of life, secreting goo and just chilling. The physical stress got too much and in my heart I cried out fo rhelp, and like an angel, the lady who anoints found me in the courtyard and anointed me some more with rosewater and led me inside. I finally gave in to the feeling of retching and emptied out in my purge bucket. Because of the previous night, I'd already gained a rep of being funny and loving to laugh kind of guy. So, our Shaman who was going around the room with his drum, when he came to me said: "It's funny, huh?" And, that was the catalyst I needed to completely relax and laugh hysterically. My laughter again got everybody laughing, rolling, slapping the floor etc. It was quite the treat. And, now that I was relaxed, I got insights. In spiritual circles, usually people are so keen to reach higher planes of consciousness that they start treating this physical dimension with aversion almost. They begin to criticizing these "shells" we are in, about how it is limiting their spiritual growth. I was told to "love your shell". It is a beautiful thing. Caress yourself more, touch yourself more, touch each other, hug, kiss. This is a very valid experience that we are all going through, living in the physical dimension, why treat it as a handicap? I was also shown how much the "One Consciousness", "God" or whatever you want to call it, loves a sense of humour. It was clearly revealed to me that my purpose was to make people laugh :D Then, I was shown some magical realms, with interspersed stars and much more intricate design. And, it just got great after that. I went below and planted a lion on the toilet :hysterical: It was a soft toy lion. Then, I went and brought the lion upstairs and put him on the healing mat :hehe: I just converted the whole ceremony. People were used to being serious, deeply meditate etc. We all learnt how sacred laughter can be too :D There was more that I can't recall right now, but it was one of the most magical time of my life. Something more profound was yet to come the next day. :angelic:..I would've expected it to be a much more of a visual experience intertwined with inner "awakenings"..Well, You dunnit brah..:icflove:
flamy Posted July 20, 2011 Author Posted July 20, 2011 Awakenings were there, bro. I had a private sit with a couple of my friends last Sunday again. Relaxing and yet quite mad. =) After the third night, I was spiraling into a spiritual crisis, I was depressed and losing interest. When you realize that all of this is an illusion, and we are all willing participants in this illusion, there comes a time when you just don't want to participate anymore. If it were not for my new friends, I'd have been in trouble. This is why it is so important to do this in a community setting. Flying solo could crash you.
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