flamy Posted July 4, 2011 Posted July 4, 2011 In just 3 days of ceremony, my spiritual journey is complete. Mother Ayahuasca was kind enough to lead me the first two nights into the purest vibration of humour and laughter and pain and struggle and joy and satiety. And last night, a zillion new insights. She showed me how young a soul I am, how young a God I am, how much of a baby I am and then embraced me with the oldest and most ancient Wisdom. I thank her for trusting me, for letting me hold her Light. I thank myself. I'll ruminate more about this later, bit by bit. I'm still processing and integrating. It is all quite wonderful. The beauty of it is immensely overwhelming. =) And the knowing. Wow, the knowing is pure honey. This is what it is to know with absolute certainty that you are God. That is right. Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar is God. And so is Laxmana Sivaramakrishna (ya, fineleg too) :nervous: Stop trying to understand everything, because you already do.
EnterTheVoid Posted July 5, 2011 Posted July 5, 2011 Pagal ho gaya hai :cantstop: The guy smoked a joint in celebration of 4th of July. When he starts blabbering nonsense, its usually because he's stoned out of his brains. @ Flamy: Uttah sardagah, thammudu.
flamy Posted July 5, 2011 Author Posted July 5, 2011 Whatever it is..you enjoyed it..cool :two_thumbs_up: :two_thumbs_up::two_thumbs_up:
Prakat Posted July 5, 2011 Posted July 5, 2011 In an offshoot of the Santo Daime Church Sweet. I saw a show about this sometime back on the bbc. Fascinating stuff. The host threw up and had epiphanies in his sleep all night. consciousness raising+
flamy Posted July 5, 2011 Author Posted July 5, 2011 Most certainly. It is no party drug as many people seem to believe. Set and setting are very important.
Anonymous Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 In an offshoot of the Santo Daime Church Feck..never mind the PM...That is some awesome stuff flambo...:two_thumbs_up:
Sachinism Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 OMFG :adore: ***** name threads appropriately. Wow that sounds much like what I imagined it to be. Flamboi do you just ride the wave? or do you have control over it and how much control?
Holysmoke Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 Man, you really are into all the psycho stuff. I would never try this on myself.
Ram Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 Sometimes, reading Flamy's threads is like having a hipster friend from the 60s, who has long plated hair, skate boards around town, goes off in these weird escapeds into South America and says things you have no effin clue about. :dontknow: Btw, who in the world is Mother Ayahuasca? :hmmmm2:
Guest Gunner Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 Sometimes, reading Flamy's threads is like having a hipster friend from the 60s, who has long plated hair, skate boards around town, goes off in these weird escapeds into South America and says things you have no effin clue about. :dontknow: Btw, who in the world is Mother Ayahuasca? :hmmmm2:
Guest Gunner Posted July 6, 2011 Posted July 6, 2011 In just 3 days of ceremony, my spiritual journey is complete. Mother Ayahuasca was kind enough to lead me the first two nights into the purest vibration of humour and laughter and pain and struggle and joy and satiety. And last night, a zillion new insights. She showed me how young a soul I am, how young a God I am, how much of a baby I am and then embraced me with the oldest and most ancient Wisdom. I thank her for trusting me, for letting me hold her Light. I thank myself. I'll ruminate more about this later, bit by bit. I'm still processing and integrating. It is all quite wonderful. The beauty of it is immensely overwhelming. =) Stop trying to understand everything, because you already do. You fell asleep as usual, didn't you? :icflove::icflove:
flamy Posted July 6, 2011 Author Posted July 6, 2011 OMFG :adore: ***** name threads appropriately. Wow that sounds much like what I imagined it to be. Flamboi do you just ride the wave? or do you have control over it and how much control? Ya, it is very different to Mary. You can't really control the trip as much with Aya as you can with Mary. At one point, she said to me: "Listen, you dumb puck, you dunno what you want. I'll show you what you want and then give it to you." :cantstop: Ya, set and setting are very important. If I did this alone, it would have been very different. I did it in a group setting with healing intentions and a Shaman guiding us. The entire cosmic design was revealed to me. The immensity of it all just brought uncontrollable tears. It is so feckin beautiful, guys :) And, now I have made lasting friendships with all the people who were with me in the ceremony. Long, life-lasting friendships. It is marvelous. Oh, and I'd asked to know what my purpose for this lifetime was. I got the answer. "Baby boy, make people laugh." :reddy: :D :yay:
flamy Posted July 6, 2011 Author Posted July 6, 2011 OK some more recollections: Day One: We started by setting intentions of what we want Aya to show us. People set intentions like giving their children more self-esteem and confidence, healing their friends and family, letting go of limiting beliefs etc. I asked to find my purpose and some other stuff. Physically, it certainly takes getting used to. It is not very pleasant tastewise. But, having been used to drinking copious amounts of Kava, it was quite alright for me. It has an oily texture, not as lightweight as tea for example. The effects started after 30 minutes for me. You start by feeling heavy in your arms and legs, slightly drowsy and slight vibrating sensations from top of your crown to the soles of your feet. We were all advised to keep our spines straight and sit up though there may be a heavy inclination to lie down. I sat up for around 80 minutes, then slid down on my back still keeping it straight. I got into this delirious state between sleep and non-sleep. Wherein even if I want to sleep, I couldn't because I was so distracted. It all got quite confusing and my body was writhing, twisting and turning. She really gives a great workout to your intestines :D Around this time, people started puking. We all have "purge buckets" by our side. I didn't want to purge. So, I let he ravage me. Breathing is very important. Our Shaman advised us to just concentrate on our breathing. I did and slowly relaxed. I sat up and then it started. Small ripples of giggles. And more. And then, some more. And then just rip-roaring laughter. I had the entire room laughing :D Curiously enough, my trip was not as visual as I was expecting it to be. Then, we had a talking circle next morning to discuss our journeys.
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